Showing posts with label unrequited love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unrequited love. Show all posts

Saturday, September 24, 2022

Book Review for Controlled Chaos by Nikki Ash……


Camden
I’ve been in love with my best friend since high school.
My biggest regret? Walking away without telling her.
I planned to. But then catastrophe struck, making us part ways without a word.
She left for Boston with her fiancĂ©, while I left for L.A. with my band–Raging Chaos.
For the next five years, I lived and breathed music, trying to forget the beautiful girl who shattered my heart without even knowing it.
Until I see her again…
I walked away once, and I've learned my lesson.
Layla is my forever, not another item in my pile of regrets.
And she's about to find that out.
Layla
The moment I saw Camden on stage, something inside me came to life.
His tragic song of unrequited love was a confession that had me questioning everything.
Five years might’ve changed who we are—he’s a rock star and I’m a single mom—but my feelings for him are as strong as ever.
His lyrics make falling in love seem easy. For him—maybe it is.
Only I’ve learned the hard way that real life isn’t as simple as writing a love song.

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MY IMPRESSIONS OF THIS BOOK:

Wow!  What an emotionally draining read this was...but in a good way!  My love of rockstar romances continues with this first installment in the Love & Lyrics series and with each turn of the page I look forward to what comes next while gobbling this one up as an unrequited love finds its HEA.

Camden and Layla met as teens, becoming neighbors and best friends, but for Camden there was more as he fell completely in love with Layla.  Her having a boyfriend, and fear over ruining a beautiful friendship, kept him from admitting the truth though.  Add in another tragedy and before long these two went their separate ways towards their next stages of life...all without the truth of his feelings coming out.  Camden went on to fame and fortune as a rockstar while she went to college, got married, and became mom to the adorable Felix.  While Camden seemed to be living his best life there was always something missing, words and lyrics that constantly poured out of him declaring his unrequited love for Layla.  When fate brings them back together he makes the most of their second chance but it's a bumpy journey as Layla's been bruised and battered by the life she chose.  This leads to a slow and steady reunion that had me fall more and more in love with Camden because of his patience, his sweet and sexy nature, and his endearing interactions with Felix (a definite bright spot in the story) that made this such a richly rewarding romance.

Camden's a delicious hero, a rockstar who (surprisingly) hasn't let fame go to his head. He's been patiently waiting for Layla and once they're reunited he continues to be patient with her, protective and loving, and everything you want your book boyfriend to be!  Layla's life definitely didn't go as she hoped it would, married to an abusive man who becomes increasingly violent before one final act has her finally starting over without him.  Through it all Layla's a strong-willed heroine whose abusive marriage was depicted realistically and reading of her hurts hurt me too.  The scenes depicted were gritty and heartbreaking and it had me rooting for her to start anew.  There was a feeling of joy once Layla and Camden found their way back to each other, a feeling of rightness, that warmed my heart and brought a tear to my eye.  Surrounding this newfound family in the making are the rest of the members of Raging Chaos, young men with lots of baggage weighing them down as they've let fame consume them.  The time spent with Braxton, Declan, and Gage has left me dying for more from these perfectly imperfect rockstars and it's with breathless anticipation that I'm counting down the days until the next installment in Ms. Ash's angsty series!

My rating for this is an A.

*I got this book from the author for review in exchange for my honest opinion.

Thursday, January 31, 2019

Book Spotlight on Anton by Brenda Rothert (REVIEW)


Unrequited love fuels this romance between an honorable hockey player and the woman still trying to recover from a painful marriage.  Keep reading to get a tempting taste of Anton by Brenda Rothert, along with my impressions of this emotionally intense sports romance, then add this first installment in the Chicago Blaze series to your bookshelf!

He’s known as Father Anton to his teammates—the brooding, sexy captain of the NHL’s Chicago Blaze has a reputation for…not having a reputation. Just like his diet and sleep routines, celibacy is part of Anton Petrov’s on-ice mojo. Or so they say. Anton stays mum on the subject. If the world thinks he chooses to abstain from sex, so be it. Better that than the truth getting out: there is a woman he burns for, but he can never have her. She’s his teammate’s wife, after all.
Mia Marceau is finally on her own. Now that she and her husband are living apart, she’s finding the peace she was desperate for. She spends her days in classes and late nights bartending, making her own way in the world at last. After what she’s been through, as long as her husband leaves her alone, she doesn’t plan to rock the boat. He still has the power to hurt those dearest to her, and she can’t demand a divorce with such a high cost.
A chance encounter with Mia has Anton hoping for a shot he never thought he’d get. And while she’s drawn to the intense, serious hockey center, Mia’s leery about playing with fire. That’s all Anton has ever known for Mia, though—a living, burning desire that won’t be denied—no matter the cost.

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MY IMPRESSIONS OF THIS BOOK:

Hockey-fueled romances seem to be all the rage right now and yet into this crowded field comes this series starter about unrequited love and friendship, all wrapped up in a sweet and sensual blanket.  It’s a slow-burn romance between a star player with a heart of gold and a woman struggling to rediscover herself after years stuck in a marriage that’s tore her apart.  Along the way readers are introduced to an entertaining and drool-worthy roster of hockey players that I look forward to seeing more of in future installments in the Chicago Blaze series.

Anton Petrov and his brother Alexei have always excelled at playing hockey.  For Anton it involved lots of hard work and a regimented existence, while for Alexei it was pure talent that he doesn’t have to work too hard to achieve.  Coming to America gave them a new family, a chance to join pro teams, and for Anton...an attraction to a woman he has no business wanting to claim as his own.  From the minute he first saw Mia, his teammate Adam’s wife, he was drawn to her and it’s been a frustrating wait for him to get to spend time with her.  As an honorable man though it’s a wait that has him offering friendship while hoping for more.  Throughout this story his support for her shines through, his kind heart has him offering kindness with no strings attached, and it endeared him to me.  He treats Mia like a queen, helps her unconditionally while also caring for his uncle who’s a laugh-inducing curmudgeon.  Anton’s a highlight of this story, a new addition to my list of book boyfriends, and through each word and deed he warmed my heart even more as he made this book end with a definite HEA. 

Mia Marceau came from rough beginnings, a woman who cares deeply for those she claims as family and who’s not afraid to work hard.  She was a strong-willed woman focused on a future of success, helping her grandparents live a life of comfort.  Getting married to the charismatic hockey player Adam was her downfall though as he pulled her from her plans for the future and stole her self-esteem through his abusive words and deeds.  Though she’s desperate to divorce him, her need to take care of her grandfather keeps her tethered to him as he continues to leave his mark on her soul in a heartbreaking reveal.  There’s tension and fear surrounding Mia when readers first meet her, but her burgeoning friendship with Anton has her becoming empowered and taking whatever steps necessary to get her old self back.  Their friendship is heartwarming and just what she needs as she’s been alone for far too long.  It’s a friendship teeming in sensuality that doesn’t go any further until her future is settled in an immensely satisfying interlude that had me cheering.  Mia’s journey was full of tears, degradations due to Adam’s vileness, and it pulled me in wholeheartedly for its realism and for her being able to overcome her past.  Through it all she’s a likable heroine, one who just wants to be loved for herself, be accepted by Anton despite her imperfections that made her all the more likable.  Theirs is a formidable pairing, one that’s hard-fought, and it put a smile on my face for their sweet and sensual journey to HEA.

This was an engaging series starter that presents readers with an immensely appealing main couple and their epic love story of friends to lovers.  With a hero who’s earned the title due to his unconditional support of Mia, his blatant love and concern for those he claims as his, readers will be charmed.  Mia is the easy to relate to heroine whose life pulls at the heartstrings and who you’ll be rooting for from the very first page to the last.  Their journey from friends to lovers felt natural, powerful in their unconditional support of each other, and it drives this story with heart and soul.  Surrounding this memorable main couple is an equally compelling cast of secondary characters that I’m longing to know more about it.  Anton’s brother Alexei is the exact opposite of his brother, an unrepentant player who lives life without a care in the world.  He’s almost living too much on the edge though, partying and drinking to excess, and it feels as though he’ll crash and burn soon.  Despite his devil may care attitude I still find myself tempted by him and hoping his story gets told soon.  Anton’s teammate Luca is another character that tempts me as he’s a good guy who has custody of his three nieces and nephews.  He’s trying to be a good father figure, balancing time on the ice and off, and I look forward to seeing his personal life take center stage.  Anton’s uncle Dix also pulled at my heartstrings, making me smile and bringing a tear to my eye in the end.  Though this story is set in the hockey world, this story is definitely focused on Anton and Mia’s relationship.  The moments spent on the ice are exhilarating though and I hope to see more of these scenes in the next installment.  The only criticism I have of this story involves Adam and the less than satisfying conclusion to his involvement in Mia’s life.  On a whole though this was an engaging series starter that has me counting down the days until we revisit the men of the Chicago Blaze.

My rating for this is a B+

*I got this book from the author for review in exchange for my honest opinion.

AUTHOR INFO:

Brenda Rothert is an Illinois native who was a print journalist for nine years. She made the jump from fact to fiction in 2013 and never looked back. From new adult to steamy contemporary romance, Brenda creates fresh characters in every story she tells. She’s a lover of Diet Coke, chocolate, lazy weekends and happily ever afters.

Tuesday, January 29, 2019

Book Spotlight on Mixtape: A Love Song Anthology (REVIEW)

Readers will find themselves entertained by this love song-inspired anthology that will put a sentimental smile on your face along with a blush or two.  Keep reading to get a tempting taste of the Mixtape anthology, along with my impressions of it, then add it to your bookshelf!




What’s more romantic than a love song? A mixtape full of them.
Twelve bestselling and award-winning authors have curated an anthology of brand-new, standalone stories inspired by love songs, featuring a foreword written by NYT bestselling author Laurelin Paige. Press PLAY on this limited-edition collection that’s guaranteed to make you swoon.








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MY IMPRESSIONS OF THIS BOOK:

Like other anthologies this collection offers a wide variety of themes, couplings, and steaminess.  There’s definitely something for everyone here, from sentimental stories that charmed me to erotically-charged tales that made me blush.  It’s ultimately a blast from the past as music and romance are blended together in these twelve tales that kept me entertained for hours.

While I found something satisfying in each entry in this collection, there were a few that were particularly entertaining.  The first story (Guys My Age by Saffron Kent) features an older man/younger woman romance that started when she was young and has been slowly burning ever since.  Fallon’s always struggled with depression but being around the older Dean gave her childhood a sense of security and acceptance that has turned into a woman’s love.  Dean however has felt only guilt for the intense feelings she’s always engendered in him in a battle he’s finally tired of fighting.  Theirs was a sweet and sexy connection, one that spanned years in a bittersweet build-up.  Issues of mental illness were briefly touched on as well as concerns over their age difference to add deeper layers to this couple in a satisfying story.

The next story to capture my attention was Toothpaste Kisses by Xio Axelrod, a m/m romance set in the art world that brings together a struggling artist and a rich lawyer starting over after being dumped by his business and personal partner.  It’s an atmospheric tale that uses art to amp up the eroticism.  While it’s not a definitive HEA it’s a scorching slice of life that hypnotized me.  Malcolm’s a bit bitter at the start of the story, but finds a savior and a reason to start over when he discovers the colorful artwork of Pellam.  Theirs is a crackling connection, one full of sexual tension, that had them crashing together in a steamy encounter that promises to be just the beginning.

In a story of unrequited love between two men who’ve been friends since they were young, emotions become even more conflicted as Shane makes a surprising marriage proposal to their mutual friend out of fear of admitting his true desires and disappointing his family.  Think I’m In Love by Leslie McAdam is a fully fleshed-out tale full of heartbreak as Randy’s feelings for his best friend Shane pulls at reader’s heartstrings.  Friendship and love war with the truth and obligation as their true feelings flare to life repeatedly with Shane continually fighting his feelings in this scorching story that frustrated me often but kept me glued to the pages too.  Their battle is hard fought, one that punches the gut, but once the smoke clears it’s an ending that had me cheering and ready for the fallout to arrive.

On a whole this was a satisfying collection of stories that gave me hours of afternoon delights.  Scorching stories and remembrances of classic love songs wove a web of sweet and sexy moments featuring appealing characters.  Readers will find much to like in this collection that will be a decadently delightful addition to your bookshelf!

My rating for this is a B+

*I got this book from the author for review in exchange for my honest opinion.

Monday, May 14, 2018

Book Tour for Melt For You by J.T. Geissinger (REVIEW)


It’s a charming tale of opposites attracting when a Scottish rugby player woos the Ugly Duckling next door.  Unrequited love and issues of self-esteem are beautifully balanced in the friends-to-lovers romance found amongst the pages of this contemporary tale along with my impressions of this decadently delightful book.  Keep reading to get a tempting taste of Melt For You by J.T. Geissinger, then be sure to add this second installment in the Slow Burn series to your bookshelf!

A wallflower gets seduction tips from a playboy athlete—until love changes the rules.
Socially awkward Joellen Bixby has a date every Saturday—with her cat, a pint of ice cream, and fantasies of the way-too-handsome Michael Maddox. She’d give anything to win over the unattainable CEO of her firm, but how can she when she blends in so well with her cubicle? The answer may be closer than she thinks.
Cameron McGregor is a cocky, tattooed Scottish rugby captain who just moved in next door. He’s not Jo’s type—at all—but the notorious playboy is offering to teach the wallflower everything he knows about inspiring desire. Though a lot of women have rumpled Cam’s kilt, Jo is special. Far from the ugly duckling she thinks she is, in Cam’s eyes she’s sharp, funny, and effortlessly sexy. Now, thanks to him, Jo is blooming with confidence and has the man of her dreams within reach.
Unfortunately for Cam, he’s just helped to push the woman of his dreams into the arms of another man—and now he’s in the fight of his life to keep this beauty from getting away.

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MY IMPRESSIONS OF THIS BOOK:

Readers will be wearing a perpetual smile on their face as they watch next door neighbors find romance while engaging in rapid-fire banter teeming with sexual tension. Opposites attract in this charming romance with two unforgettable main characters who deal with their heartbreaking pasts and find unexpected love along the way.  By the turn of the final page readers will be full of warm fuzzies and sweet dreams courtesy of a sexy Scotsman who’s the epitome of romantic.

Joellen Bixby is an average gal.  She’s been working at the same job for the last ten years, is happy to be the worker everyone goes to when things need doing, and has had a crush on her suave and debonair boss since the day she was hired.  She’s also kindhearted, befriends her elderly neighbor, and cares for a deaf cat.  She’s got a lot of wonderful qualities, but nothing that makes her stand out.  It’s been that way since she was a baby.  As the daughter of a professional photographer and successful supermodel, and with a beautiful sister who’s made waves on the pageant circuit, she’s always felt lacking.  The insensitivity of her family when it comes to judgments about her weight and inability to find a man has left her self-esteem bruised though.  Their constant criticisms have left her in a rut, too scared to go after what she wants but frustrated with herself in an endless loop that leaves her just settling for crumbs.  The moment she confronts her noisy new neighbor though is the moment her life changes irrevocably.  The moment Cam sees her he takes it upon himself to transform her into the woman she wants to be.  Through snarky yet heartfelt interactions the sexy Scotsman slowly worms his way into her heart and along the way she also discovers new things about herself that empower her.  Being around Cam pushes all her buttons, frustrates her but forces her into speaking up and working for what she wants, in a connection that crackles.  The hurt to her psyche was clear from the moment readers meet her and it had me longing to hug her.  She was in a low place at the start but her friendship with Cam invigorated her and like a butterfly emerging from a cocoon she became a much stronger-willed person.  Joellen’s the kind of heroine you can easily relate to, the kind you want only good things for.  She might’ve been full of uncertainties with others, but she wasn’t afraid to go toe-to-toe with Cam in a scorching friends-to-lovers romance that had me laughing one moment and blushing the next!

Cameron McGregor seems to have it all as a star rugby player.  He’s surrounded by beautiful women, has lots of money, and has an invite to party wherever he wants.  It’s all starting to get to him though.  He’s angry about the superficiality of his life, fueled by his painful past of disability and death.  He overcame a lot in his childhood but his anger is finally coming to a head and putting his career and his future in jeopardy.  Seeking a bit of peace and quiet he leaves Scotland behind to move into the apartment of a friend.  It ends up being a life altering decision where he finds not only love and support but deals head-on with his past to find a future with a woman he sees more clearly than she sees herself. Cam’s a brash Scotsman, rippling with muscles and oozing self-confidence.  It’s self-confidence that he’s happy to share with Joellen in a combustible relationship that evolves from friends to something more.  Cam at first seems like a carefree playboy, but there’s a lot of substance below his sexy surface. He refuses to let Joellen put herself down in any way, shape, or form.  He encourages her but also makes her question things in order for her to find her HEA in a romance that had him wearing his heart on his sleeve.  Readers may fall for Cam’s sexiness when they first meet him, but it’s his big heart and protective nature that had me falling for him and rooting for him every step of the way.

This was a decadently delightful book courtesy of its fun and flirty banter between two apparent opposites.  Joellen’s steady, smart, and loyal but is also riddled with uncertainties over her weight and looks.  She’s an Ugly Duckling by her own admission, but I found her an immensely likable heroine.  Her family were hurtful at times with their thoughtless words and though it bruised her emotionally, they didn’t break her.  She was easy to relate to and I cheered her on through her empowering actions every step of the way.  Cam’s the quintessential book boyfriend.  His outer package is appealing, but it’s his charming heart and supportive words that made him drool-worthy.  He pushed Joellen to see herself as he sees her, instead of through the judgmental eyes of her family.  Though he’s younger than her in years it’s his painful past, his words of wisdom, that made him speak so wisely.  He set out to save Joellen as he couldn’t save his own mother and along the way he fell for her.  He never pushed her to love him back though.  He supported her as she worked through her unrequited love for her boss and his actions made me love him all the more. Alongside this appealing main couple was a small cast of equally entertaining secondary characters.  Among my favorites were the dramatic and colorful elderly neighbor, Mrs Dinwiddle, who took over every scene she was in as she didn’t hesitate to tell it like it was.  Mr. Bingley, Joellen’s deaf cat, also left an impression as he was drawn to Cam from the very start which showed him to be one smart kitty.  On a whole this was an unforgettable romance full of heartfelt words and deeds, heartwarming charm, and a friendship longing to be more that I wholeheartedly recommend!

My rating for this book is an A.

*I got this book from NetGalley for review in exchange for my honest opinion.


AUTHOR INFO:

A former headhunter, J.T. Geissinger is the author of more than a dozen novels in contemporary romance, paranormal romance, and romantic suspense.
She is the recipient of the Prism Award for Best First Book, the Golden Quill Award for Best Paranormal/Urban Fantasy, and is a two-time finalist for the RITA® Award from the Romance Writers of America®. Her work has also finaled in the Booksellers’ Best, National Readers’ Choice, and Daphne du Maurier Awards.
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Wednesday, August 30, 2017

Book Review for Darkness Before Dawn by Leigh Robbins....


Blinded in Iraq while in the Marines, Matthew Cage never realized the key to unlocking his forever midnight world was within arm’s reach.
Dawn Richards first saw her best friend’s older brother via webcam. For years, she secretly desired him, keeping her fantasies hidden from the rest of the world.
After a downward spiral, Matthew secluded himself in his prison of darkness, but his sister and friends helped him find his way. Having worked hard to become a Master Instructor in Close Quarters Combat, Matthew's world seems normal until tragedy strikes.
When Dawn’s life is threatened, Matthew refuses to let her deal with it alone. Can Dawn trust him to protect her? Will Matthew finally believe he can have sunshine in his world?

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From the very first page this book sets itself up to be an epic romance of unrequited love, second chances, and rising above adversity.  Readers are literally dropped into the middle of a firefight that leaves them breathless and on edge and from there they get put through the emotional wringer right alongside these memorable characters.  In a tale that spans years there are numerous highs and lows, moments of intense realism along with bits of melodrama, that all add up to a journey that leaves you exhausted yet satisfied by The End.

Matthew Cage is the typical young Marine who thinks he's invincible, self-assured, with a loving and supportive sister as well as a girl waiting for him back home.  In a single moment though his life is shattered when an IED explodes leaving his face and body burned along with taking his eyesight.  It's a moment that takes his life in unexpected directions while breaking him down and ultimately lifting him back up.  Through it all he's surrounded by supportive friends, his loving sister Lauren, and also unbeknownst to him is the unrequited love of Lauren's best friend Dawn.  He has only a vague remembrance of her but as the years go by he comes to see her as someone he can't live without.  For so long his life was depressingly dark as feelings of loss and guilt weighed on him, but being around her brings him light.  After he returned home he used alcohol to numb the pain and became a man who felt he had nothing to offer, but with Dawn in his life he strives to be a man worthy of her.  Just when it seems as if everything is going their way tragedy strikes and leaves their HEA hanging in the balance.  Matt's a flawed but likable character.  He's sexy but feels unworthy after his accident and makes a bad decision based on desperation.  When hitting rock bottom he hurts Dawn but admits his mistakes and makes grand gestures in winning her back which endeared him to me.  The handling of his blindness was done respectfully and realistically.  The author depicted all the daily obstacles, all the logistics of living independently, of coping as a blind person which I very much appreciated as I'm a disabled person myself.  As the story progresses Matt becomes a true hero, fighting for the woman he loves, while accepting help when he needs it to keep Dawn safe.  He becomes comfortable in his own skin and the journey he took to get to acceptance was an empowering one.

From the moment Dawn saw Matt on the computer screen talking to Lauren she was smitten.  Fate though kept driving a wedge between her fantasy of making him hers and the unfortunate reality of him taking years to notice her as someone more than Lauren's best friend.  He became the man of her dreams as she struggled to move on from her unrequited attraction.  A few bad dates, a clandestine moment that led to heartache, all led to a roller coaster love life that ended with an obsessed police officer wanting to make her his.  Just when she and Matt put all their painful pasts behind them to forge a romantic connection readers will be left with their hearts ripped out by the degradation Dawn is put through as well as the feelings of helplessness Matt experiences over it.  It's a moment that could bring them closer together or break them completely and it kept me on the edge of my seat.  Dawn starts off as an energetic young girl with stars in her eyes but as the story progresses she seemed to lose her self-confidence a bit.  She became much more weepy as the story went along and made some silly choices.  She needed to take a stronger stand and I never stopped rooting for her to do so.  When it comes to Matt, she never defined him by his blindness, never saw him as anyone other than the man she's loved for years.  She's supportive of him and his most loyal cheerleader alongside Lauren and it made me like her all the more.

On a whole this is a powerful story that's not perfect, but it is captivating as it deals with serious issues.  It shows readers the darkness in a wounded warrior's soul as he copes with the remnants of war, shows us the high cost to be paid.  It's a heartbreaking story at times but with moments of sweetness and joy too.  The main couple is flawed which makes them even more realistic as they made mistakes but learned from them.  Their connection was a slow burn and full of sexual tension, but very worthwhile as they're beautifully matched in steamy scenes and quiet introspective moments.  Surrounding this appealing couple are a cast of likable secondary characters, foremost among them are Lauren and Matt's war buddy Brett.  Their romance was full of highs and lows, heartbreak and forgiveness, and they deserved more than being relegated to the back burner.  I was intrigued by the snippets we got related to their rocky romance and I'd love to see their story told in a book of their own as it seems equally as epic as that of Matt and Dawn's journey to HEA.  This story went on a bit longer than necessary, threw in some events that frustrated me as they felt too soap opera-ish, but on a whole it was a solid debut work from Ms. Robbins and I look forward to what comes next from this author.

My rating for this is a B.

*I got this book from Hidden Gems for review in exchange for my honest opinion.